But first, let's take a walk.
During the last two centuries the fight for equal rights became more productive and efficient. In the meanwhile, some statements and values, established long ago are slow in changing.
It is not a secret that giving birth is something that is associated with a woman's wishes, happiness and, sometimes, duty. The myth about motherhood didn’t evolve much and still sells to women a pretty picture of a wonderful opportunity, bounded with unconditional satisfaction. But the reality is always more complex, especially one, in which you can not unchoice your choice.
Motherhood is an increasingly idealised institution, now sponsored and sweetened by Social feeds. The demanding, exhausting, self-sacrificing and often thankless work of mothering reveal its features only when a woman is in this situation.
Assuming that and other reasons, some people made their choice not to have children at all. But I’ll tell you about an even more tabooed theme - the regret about having children. To be clear - we’re talking about a big blurry field of parents, mostly women (because, come on, they are still in charge most times of parenthood) that have a wide range of feelings - love, guilt, regret, doubt. Unsurprisingly, people who express regret are called selfish, unnatural, abusive. The truth is that these parents are not neglectful or cruel: it’s parenthood they regret, not the children. Imagine feeling powerful love to your children and simultaneously struggling with thoughts about another life that could have been, opportunities you missed, sacrifices you made.
One of the most famous works about this theme belongs to sociologist Orna Donath, who published a study with anonymous interviews of women who regret having children. Despite a big scandal she helped a lot of women to feel empowered to talk out loud: being a mother is not sugar at all. This phenomenon, just like other that helped women to speak up, has a hashtag - #RegrettingMotherhood, that rose up on Twitter and Instagram in 2017. An important note - that we should not cast ANY shade on someone who feels completely happy being a parent. This is about not ignoring the other side of experience.
Actually, this is not only about human issues.